limbo

Can someone please just get me to college already?
I know I'm really gonna miss Springville, and my house, and my parents, but I honestly cannot wait any longer.  Only fifteen more days, and it's killing me. I'm just so ready to start fresh and new.  This summer has been great, just like senior year was, but I just need change. I've been letting go of all my past thought on what my normal life used to be, because all I can think about is what life is gonna be like in college.  I can't wait to meet new people.  I'm so ready to just be able to be myself, instead of like in high school where I felt like I was limited by what people expected me to be or thought I was.  And not even just meeting new people, but I'm even excited to be in classes again. Yeah I know, nerd. But after this summer break I'm ready to study hard and learn new things.  I have high hopes for what college life is gonna be like and I know its not gonna be all fun and games and I know things aren't gonna be exactly as I dreamed them to be, but even if they aren't. I'm ready for it.  I'm ready for new.  And I'm ready to leave my old life as memories.  I just need to get up there. And I just need to get out of this limbo.