happiness

first off...wow i haven't blogged in over a month.
sad day.
i've gotten on a couple times and started to write things,
but everytime i feel like i have something to say i dont know how to say it.

but tonight im just here to say im happy.
and for no real reason.
okay....maybe there are a few specific reasons.
but really in general nothing big happened today.
just a regular tuesday.
school, work, and dance.

i say this all the time, but really i want to try and be more positive.
i'm always so negative.
and lets be honest here...im kinda bipolar...but what girl isnt?

but seriously I have nothing to be negative about.
and whenever bad things happen..
its okay.
because life goes on.
i just gotta remember that.

last week for example
my ipod got stolen
yes i am still pretty upset about it
and yeah im probably going through withdrawals
and i really miss it
haha
but whatever
its fine
now i have something to ask for for christmas, right?
and it will be brand new and wont have any scratches on it!

okay maybe this is all over the top
and tomorrow night i'll probably be feeling the exact opposite
but for now im gonna try and be positive
because life is so much more enjoyable when you are happy